7-19-16 My GMA passed, Here is a journal entry from 2018 over the last 9 years. God has healed & gifted me a daughter💕

A lot of the time I hold in my thoughts & feelings. I don’t know why, but I just keep them to myself. There are a lot of things I don’t share with anybody because I don’t want people to look at me differently or to judge me. I’ll admit I do have trust issues, and I can’t help it. Hopefully one day I’ll grow out of it. I’m so proud of myself as a person. I have accomplished a lot over the last 2 years. The only thing that bothers me is that my grandma is not here to see how good I am doing. She would be so proud of me; I know she would. 😞 It’s crazy because I think about having more kids in the future. The only thing that kills me is the fact that my grandma will never meet my new kids. I just wish I could’ve spent more time with her before God took her home. I miss that lady so much; only God knows what I would do to get her back. ❤️
Thank you, God for everything, I'm so grateful that you gave Kha'Morah to my family and myself. We didn't realize how much we needed her, thank you for allowing me to become the woman I am today. When I was at my lowest darkest , moments he picked me up and carried me until I could stand on my own two feet again. I am beyond blessed and grateful. -Tianda Washington 7/19/2025 Happy 9th heavenly year I miss you more than anything

